It's nice to start one of these off by saying that right now I don't want to kill myself. I've not felt the overwhelming sense of depression or suicide for a good few weeks now; and I gotta say it's pretty terrific.
2017 so far has been a weird year. So many new things coming out alongside old things coming back for the first time. I've spent most of this year focusing on uni work. I somehow managed to scrape through 3rd year and only fail one module. Earlier this summer I took a resit for that module and managed to pass. So unless I totally fuck up enrollment then I seem to be on the fast track to 4th year and an actual degree.
I feel like an actual functional human being. Maybe it's just how things have gone, maybe it's drugs and alcohol or maybe I'm just losing my mind but overall I'm actually feeling life right now. There's enough here to make me happy. Bring on Halloween bitches!