Tuesday, 25 July 2017
I just want to fucking die. All I do is loose. That’s my whole reason for being; to make others look better and feel better about themselves “Christ at least I’m not that guy”. I understand this isn’t natural, nobody should think about suicide so casually or frequently as I do; but it’s been a permanent resident within my mind for as long as I can remember. I don’t want to take medication, I don’t want to talk about it, there’s nothing to talk about. I’m just a looser.